*~* For want of a good weekend*~*

Well the weekend is here and I am staying positive trying to not let others get me down this world gives everyone something to deal with and we need to stand tall and work out how to get through it these are always hard but its life and we have to deal with it and can not throw blame on others.

Yesterday Miss Robyn climbed up the computer chair back and was trying to get something from the bench when tragedy struck she went flying big time and now has concussion ( and we had a almost 5 hr wait in emergency dept here in Ipswich)  I think I panicked more then I needed to but after what we have been through and seen I always do with both girls

Today I am just going to rest as I got home at 6am Hubby got up after a small nap to keep Alex entertained while I had a small sleep with Robyn. Robyn is fine just headaches and I have to keep eye out for some small things and big ones too over a 48 hr period from incident... suppose I have given some dirt for my sister to use by Robyn getting hurt she always thinks I am a bad mother, plus as we have Make-a-wish coming up something else we have taken advantage off ( but its funny as Alex would not have got it if she was not entitled to any of this)

Hubby has decided to do the RELAY FOR LIFE this year so will be chasing donations for the cancer council once his registration goes through. I wanted to do it as well but have decided on the pink run in may :) we are giving back to the cancer societies even as we still use them :)

CT and Dr's Visit Wednesday

Well yesterday, Wednesday the 13th of January Alex had her CT Scan with Contrast, it was an early start for us all Robyn went into Child care for the day as I would be alone at the hospital with Alex and as we also had to 1.30pm to see Dr Tim. all was good except Alex has lost another 300g so not good but she is healthy and seams like so many others just has gone of normal food so will be supplementing her milk with pediasure to give her the added vitamins at least :)   we also are now off all meds WOOHOO no more making her take them hehe now she will only get panadol if she needs it lol OMG the small things that make ones day and today had a few lol♥ plus the contrast she drank with out any fight  my little girls growing up to fast :(...

The Dr has filled me in on the next step if the nodes start growing again as he and us would have loved to have seen them removed with the Kidney. but we have to wait and keep an eye on these nodes to be sure that they do not grow and IF ( I say IF as we pray they don't) we will be looking a surgery again to try removal or part removal but that is something I do not want to think about right now.....

on our way home Alex wanted Hungry Jacks so I stopped at the one on the way home in Brisbane and the manager remembered us and gave us our meal free ( I didn't expect this was so nice ♥) he also asked how we are doing and wished us a belated happy Christmas and New year how nice can people be ♥

Robyn  enjoyed her day at Child care and is now going every Wednesday something that will hit our pockets but will be good for her and for me :) I can not believe Miss Robyn is 3 in under 2 weeks :o

we have had a few fights with the girls too Monday and Tuesday Miss Robyn pushed Alex out of the trampoline this being the 2nd time Alex has fallen out and hurt herself this time hitting her head and grazing her back so I was on watch that night for concussion etc but she was ok.

Today I have been told by my sisters boyfriend (who she says isn't her boyfriend) that I have lied to her about money from dad I have all the receipts etc and will only deal with public trustee not her as I have no money and used none on me or my family it went on the funeral

But on a better note Alex has had her wish Granted and this will bite me on my butt as my sister will say I used dads money for this trip !!! ( sorry for Vent am so pissed off at it all am trying to stand strong for my family)

 So we have done papers to be sent in and looks like she will get the dolphin experience I was at the end thinking we would have missed that part though :( but so happy she will do it and we will get the photo to look back on, Robyn wanted to go for it to but she would still be to small so when we leave QLD I will do the family one for us all as an experience to remember :)

top  :- asleep on lounge

above:- at the hospital after CT waiting to see Dr's

left:- at the wonderfactory at the hospital still waiting.

~*Sad Day*~

 Left ~ My dad & Mum early years
~♥ Happy 70th Birthday Dad ♥~
also today would be my Dad's 70th Birthday its only been almost 7 months and I still have not really grieved its so hard as I am in QLD and everyone and everything is in Adelaide well SA. wish I had the money to just drive down so I could clean out his place and maybe that would help the grieving process :'( doesn't help that My sister is still not talking to me unless its to blame me for another job loss or car payments she can not afford (I am not going to let her get me down anymore as I have enough on my plate with the Girls etc)

 Left ~ Dad with alex she was 7 months old :) Miss you Dad RIP.

well today is Hubby's day to go back to work so am feeling sad and the girl already miss their Daddy lol. we have had a fun holiday this year with movie world and sea world plus seeing friends from Adelaide was great ♥

Alex has her CT on Wednesday so hope all goes well and Robyn will be in Child care and think it will be every week from now on so a Me day soon hehe

also a new photo Miss Alex loves seeing her hair growing back and here is yesterdays photo with more hair ♥have added another photo of Miss Robyn My cheeky little lady she is but I have so much love for these 2 my heart swells with love and joy when they do something new and when we get good results with Alex :'(  ♥

weekend Plans Change

Yesterday- Friday the 8th January we went to the SGT mess to catch up with friends was a great day out then home for another visitor to have beer with Hubby lol

today Saturday the 9th Jan I was suppose to have a Tupperware party but as no one was able to come was a little silly to have the consultant come all that way for no one , so we changed it to a catalogue party letting anyone know they can order and let me know by Wednesday if they want anything... so had a Saturday and Sunday free, and as Hubby goes back to work on Monday wanted to do something Saturday so he could relax( try anyway) on Sunday
Saturday we decided SEAWORLD was calling we had the tickets and as Robyn is still under 3 we would go hehe,  girls got all excited but another long drive to get there lucky we have E-tags now so that's a help. Gold Coast here we come hehe, we got to see the sharks and had the all you can eat plus bought sipper bottles and got free refills there too :) Alex got a photo with a seal and a free seal stuffed toy to share with Robyn, they went on the merry go round and met Bert and Ernie from sesame street lol,    girls had a great time with lots of photo's for memories ♥

so tired now though but we did have a wonderful day there and met another Family that are waiting on their Make-a-wish too they are doing the same as us but in June we are still waiting on approval but its no rush for us like so many others out there.

Left-- Pete and Alex at the mess yesterday

Above Right-- the star fish at Seaworld

Left-- wanted Pirates

Above-- sesame street beach

Below left-- Alex got a pat the seal and photo so here it is :)

Below right-- Big Bird

Above left - Bert and Ernie with me and girls 

Above Right - The dolphins with the trainers