Happy Heavenly 67th Birthday Mum (nana)

My Girls never got to meet my mum even Hubby didn't as she passed away just after her 45th Birthday 31st may 1990, I was not even 21 my sister had just turned 18 and My dad 50 I was married but that did not last due to the extra stress and My mums dad passed away 7 months before her ♥

mum and dad  early 80's

Mum and dad mid 60's before I was born

my first wedding day Dec 1989 kept this as Mum died 6 months later

mum and dad early 1990 last photo of Mum ♥ 

 ♥R.I.P Mum we love and miss you so much ♥

My girls and I will do something special tonight for their Nana's Birthday and for me  I will also send My sister a special message for today

mum had cancer in her tummy but it was benign which was removed during one of her surgeries, so she lived life, she suffered as a child with Polio and walked at 9 years of age due to riding a bicycle that helped her leg muscles, she was always there for Myself and My sister who had major Asthma as a child, so I also got to spend time with My Grandparents ♥

yesterday I also received Dad's papers for the public trustee to sell his house, I so wish I could win lotto and finish it all then I would rebuild with all those happy family memories from my parents plus my Grandparents that are in that shack ♥

but on a good note these arrived today

https://www.facebook.com/pages/Logans-Run/127327937387792 

this is the Logan's Run page and they raise funds and awareness for Royal Children's Hospital Brisbane and Clown Doctors etc all wonderful causes

 we also got mail for the girls they were so excited as it was the forms for Camp Quality Junior Camp, I have filled them in and will be posting then today and the girls enjoyed the balloons and confetti that falls out of the envelopes :)  

now to see if Me and Hubby can relax this year as last year was the girls first and I was so worried about them being away from us if Alex would want mummy etc she did but was very easily distracted ♥ by her wonderful companion Meg  Robyn had Nikki as her companion and Nikki looked after both girls on the bus as Meg was a late fill-in as Emma got sick ♥

wonder what we will be sorting out as costume's this year they loved the dinosaur last year :)

Robyns Big Day

today I work at the school in the tuckshop, its volunteer work done by parents,
I also got to sneak out to the school church to see Robyn do her first school special item ♥ she is only a prep but I wanted to see that first one as she is my baby girl. I also took the video camear and caught her singing 3 songs

this is one song they song today

on Tuesday Miss Robyn has her appointment with the school dentist and I hope all is good she is a hard fish when it comes to brushing her teeth but she is a good chicken out in the sun now with sunscreen long sleeves and pants for sun protection ♥

Still waiting on dental

Today Alex had her second dental appointment this month.
We had to do a rush visit to the doctors for a second scrips off antibiotics for the abscess as it had not gone down but got larger since last weeks appointment.

Today she was suppose to have the tooth deadened sounded like a root canal to me!
We get there early and straight in, after a quick check I am told No we need more antibiotics something stronger to fight this infection harder, then the dentist told me they will now pull both teeth as they have a slight shadow and could be sign of infection and do not want to cause future damage to her adult teeth.
So they start looking at dates to do this and two weeks was the date but Alex has scans and oncology visits that day so they look at next week. Cool I can re schedule Robyn's appointment.
They could not get through to male this appointment so we get told I will get a call with time, date and where we have to go. Alex went to school at lunch time and is a little tired but she is doing well.
I got call Alex's appointment and it's the week she has the scans and doctor's appointment, so two day away from school, but now I just need to keep an eye on her pain and stop her eating on that side, all I want to do is take it all away she has seen to much pain in her short life.
Both girls have been so good today

Me scanxiety is kicking in and I still have 2 week to go til the scans and I will take it like a trooper that Alex is and stand strong. This is our new normal scan time will trigger the worst images and thoughts but once I hear all stable it's such a large load off my shoulders

March may be fun filled relay  we get to join in :)
And a possible camp with other cancer families,

alex with her brave face even in some pain keeping food away from that side

a special smile from my baby girl ♥

our surviving cucumber plant doing very well

weekend play time

yesterday we went to the Ipswich Art gallery they had rev-heads on its all hand made stuff like motor bike and car etc replicas and so fragile but so cool

then went to the kids zone they still have lego racers on there Alex did a good job and her racer did jumps and won races nothing special just a simple design :)

today I dragged the camera out only too find 2 flat batteries so put them on charge si I could play later and this is what I got  these are not edited at all will play with them at a later time but not to bad a photo of my girls :)

now to enjoy tonight and back to school tomorrow and a busy week with school run's study and volunteering at school :) plus house work so we can again enjoy next weekend together