Totally Lost :o(

I am totally lost at the moment trying to stay strong for the girls and sort out everything for my dad, I know when I do go down for the funeral its going to hit me hard so not looking forward to that, but at least Miss Robyn will be there to help me stay level headed. we also got a prelim coroners report and dad died from fresh water drowning :( but also had heart disease

we have started to organise the funeral it will be at fulham funerals in Underdale, a cremation, then at a later date will scatter dads ashes with mums,

found out through the bank that dad had no insurance covering his mortgage so they will be taking it out of the estate, and also no will has shown up so looking towards the public trustee, so just waiting on some legal advice to see what our next steps will be,

OK sorry its not much but am just so numb & my sister is also getting heavy with me on things just do not need it all at the moment, I love my sister but My family is here too

♥RIP Dad♥ H.F.Crabb January 1940-June 2009♥

Radiation has finished

On a good note on the 1st of July Miss Alex had her last day at Radiation, the people from LA5 at RBH threw her a party too, lollies, balloons etc even a bear called bertrum bear ♥

She had a few side effects, like loose bowels and bad tummy pains plus nausea, but they are starting to pass now finally, she is so happy to be home and is enjoying driving Daddy up the wall with "Daddy Play the game" lol either the Wii on xbox she doesnt care as long as its about her and the game hehe,

we are off to an open day today so will get some photos of that too be good to get out she will miss out on some of the fun though like jumpy castle etc.

here is a photo from friday the 3rd July enjoying some sunshine ( with wind and wearing their hats like good girls

♥Dad Found♥

well my worst fears came to light on the 1st of July, My father's Body was found :( he had drowned in the Murray River South Australia, something we didn't need at this time.
so now I am trying to find will etc and well I am in QLD so its not an easy fete to do My sister is trying to help but losing it at Me and giving me the Miss Alex is fine just get down here (I can not leave my daughter, Hubby can not get time off at the drop of a hat and we can not afford the flights ),

so we have decided to put off Miss Alex's 5th birthday, and my 40th til I have got all this out of the way want to have a good birthday so think this is the way to do it.

now I will be heading to Adelaide with Miss Robyn and Hubby will stay home with Miss Alex as the Dr has said no to her traveling so we will abide by that, just need to get everything sorted and a funeral date then I am off to my Home state for a few days